From the Director’s Desk: Moved to Serve - An AmeriCorps Swearing-In Reflection


Stephanie Yu

Stephanie Yu

 

By: Stephanie Yu, Executive Director of Volunteer West Virginia

Last month, I had the honor of watching more than 150 AmeriCorps members be sworn in for a year of service in West Virginia. The experience got me thinking about my own experience with service and how I felt a bit envious of these members, getting ready to embark on a year that will change them in more ways than they realize.

There was a time when I applied to be an AmeriCorps member, shortly after college. I was in New York working as a financial analyst for a big law firm. You know, securities fraud cases, tax fraud, exciting things like that. And I thought to myself, “it’s time to start doing more for other people.” I’ll apply to AmeriCorps. I had interviews and was accepted at a couple of sites. I went in to tell my boss my plans, and he stopped me and offered me more money to stay. Since I was thinking to myself “this isn’t about the money,” I declined. And then he offered me even more money, a big enough number to make me stop and think. And in my head I saw this pile of student loan debt on one hand with the promise of a big salary and bigger bonus on the other hand. And I thought to myself, “what’s one more year? I’m young, I have time.” So I agreed to stay and spent the next few months building spreadsheets and analyzing stock data, while trying to make a dent in my student loans, and of course, still going out in New York City occasionally, which takes a full-time job just to pay for dinner.

And then, one Tuesday morning, I got to the office as usual around 8:30 or so, prepared to work my usual 15-hour day. I was working in my office on the 36th floor of a Midtown office building when there was yelling down the hall. Not unusual in a law firm, but I got up to see what was going on. And there were crowds gathered in the conference room and offices on the south side of the building, and they were saying that a plane had just flow into the World Trade Center. And not that long after that, what looked like a fireball burst from the other tower. And the office was total, complete chaos. Announcements were frantically coming over the speakers to evacuate and people began to run for the elevators. What followed after that were some of the most surreal days of my life. When we got to the ground floor, people just poured out of the building, hugging, crying, having no idea where to go. In every hand was a cell phone, calling family, calling friends. And then the towers fell. And we felt it. And heard it. And before long and for the next week, we smelled the towers burning. And the next thing I knew, I was walking through the city, with no concrete plan as to where I was going. And trying to call my mother with every step.

I don’t know if you’ve ever been to New York City, but I’m sure you have a picture of it in your heads. Now picture it almost silent. Picture it with no cars, no taxis, no buses, no noise. Picture it with dazed crowds of people walking up the centers of the avenues, no regard for sidewalks or lights. Picture thousands, millions of people looking at each other, wondering what to do next. All this on a clear, beautiful, sunny day.

I think, for a lot of people, September 11 served as a wake-up call, about the importance of family and friends, about the world we live in, about the many things that are out of our control. Some of our new AmeriCorps members may not remember much about that day, or the reaction. I don’t think that it was possible to be in this country and not have been moved by what happened. I certainly don’t think it was possible to have been in New York and not have lost someone, or many someones, and not have recognized the impact on the city. New York, for many months, was a different place, and maybe in some ways, still is. For me personally, it became a time to re-evaluate, to put aside concerns about earning potential or annual bonuses, and to think about the life I wanted to lead. Shortly after that, I put aside plans for business or law school, and began applying to graduate school in public policy and non-profit management.

But I think I will always have the sense that I missed something by not participating in AmeriCorps, by not giving that year of my life over to something bigger than my own concerns. So there is a part of me that will live vicariously through our members this year. It is a joy to sit back and watch them all discover what they can do, what they can contribute, and I look forward to getting to know them this year.

This is probably a good time to reflect a bit on the past year, now that the craziness of program start-up, swearing-in and budgets are over. While much of the last year has felt like a whirlwind, there have been a number of moments that have stood out. The swearing-in and the celebration of Mountain State Leaders service projects werefun and inspiring, but it’s really some of those personal conversations that have made me see the value of AmeriCorps service. The one-on-one conversations that I have had have taught me about the power of AmeriCorps service. One VetCorps member told me what his service means to him, a the LifeBridge member told me she was inspired to apply to (and got accepted to!) a master’s program in social work at WVU. Or the member who left service early in order to make the transition from welfare to work, and credited his time in the program with positioning him for that opportunity. Or the member who came to West Virginia from Chicago and found, to her surprise, that she loved it here.

Of course, this last year has been about more than just AmeriCorps. I am continually impressed by the Citizen Corps community, so many of whom are dedicated volunteers ready to help at any time of day or night. Our Business Volunteer Council continues to look for ways to inspire volunteerism in the corporate world. My first Faces of Leadership Conference brought home to me just how many people there are out there giving their time and talents to help others (including the tireless staff of Volunteer West Virginia). And of course in my travels throughout the state, I have met countless people with their sleeves rolled up, getting things done.

As I reflect on service – both in ways it’s affected me and also in ways it’s affected our state – I can’t help but look forward to another great year.

Stephanie Yu can be contacted at stephanie.m.yu@wv.gov.

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From the Director’s Desk: It’s Time to Be Ordinary

Stephanie Yu
Stephanie Yu

Stephanie Yu is the Executive Director of Volunteer West Virginia. This is the first of many “From the Director’s Desk” blogs that she will be writing on a regular basis.

I recently had the opportunity to attend the National Conference on Service and Volunteering in New Orleans in June.  Let me say up front that I had a good time. I found the conference informative and engaging. I met a lot of amazing people and learned a lot.  It’s hard not to be inspired by what people are doing across the country, and the commitment they have to their communities. Also, New Orleans, in case you haven’t been, is a pretty fun city.  A little music, a few beignets, a hurricane or two (the drink, not the storm) and it makes for a pretty good week.

I sat in the glitzy opening ceremony, as one celebrity after another paraded across the stage, and I found myself thinking back a month earlier to the May 12th Mountain State Leaders celebration.  Mountain State Leaders is a yearlong planning and training process that leads up to a service project designed and implemented by small groups of AmeriCorps members, and the celebration is the chance for members to present on what they’ve accomplished. I couldn’t help but compare the two events. The Mountain State Leaders celebration was not glamorous, there was no light show, many of the people speaking were obviously uncomfortable speaking to the 150 other members.  There were no teleprompters, no politicians, no adorable 5-year-old drummers.  It was an old room, hot, crowded, the computer equipment didn’t always work properly. But here’s the but – I walked out of that celebration that day feeling energized, feeling inspired- thinking to myself, this is AmeriCorps in West Virginia.  This is what it means to take a deep breath and get involved. The service projects reflected the diversity of the participants – urban, rural, old, young, some impacting many people, some just a handful. These service projects provided teenage mothers with needed supplies, planted trees on old strip mine sites, honored veterans, and created healthy eating programs for children.   But as I walked out of the opening ceremony in New Orleans, holding my bag of free gifts and with my ears ringing from the 50 member band, I didn’t feel nearly as inspired as I did a month ago.  

One celebrity or policymaker after another got up and told us all how wonderful we are for all we do for the community.    And I do think our members and volunteers are wonderful.  But here’s the thing: what I really want is for all of them to be less wonderful.  What I want is for them to be ordinary.  I want what they’re doing to cease to be something special, but to become something so much a part of everyone’s life that it stops being noteworthy.  That we all, here and now, commit to engaging, to participating in whatever way we can, in an ongoing way, not on AmeriCorps’ terms, not on Volunteer West Virginia’s terms, but on each of our own terms.

So I don’t think we’re all saints, including those of us from Volunteer WV.  Contrary to what a famous musician said in New Orleans, I don’t think that each of us wakes up every morning with one single thought: how can I help people today?  The first questions I think of most mornings go more or less in this order:  What time is it? What will I wear today?  Am I late? How long will my daughter sit on the potty before she actually uses it?  What will we have for dinner?  Somewhere further down that list is “what do I need to do at work today?” and on a very good day “how can I do my job well today?” (which I think does lead back to the original question of how can I help people today, but it takes me a while to get there).

So the goal is not for all of us to be endlessly devoted to community service and helping others.  I think the real goal is to make some time for it, and to consider it in the decisions that we make.

I can’t make people saints, and I can’t promise to be one.  What I can offer is this: that Volunteer WV will strive to provide the support and the tools you need to make your ideas and your vision reality.  I can tell you that we will tell everyone we know what you’re doing, and make an effort to connect you to others who can help. 

Vet Corps Documentary Promo 2

VetCorps helps West Virginia veterans heal themselves as they help others.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPoDlGUAPR4

 

Vet Corps Documentary

Returning veterans face many problems, such as homelessness, misdiagnosis, PTSD, warehousing, incarceration, self-imposed isolation, and fears of the consequences of acknowledging problems. West Virginia has the largest number of veterans, per capita, of any state. As more veterans return home, these issues will have an effect on families, communities, and the entire state. VetCorps is an AmeriCorps program that can hep alleviate these issues. Lisa Tignor and Mitzi Miller Vince are working on a documentary about VetCorps to be seen later this year. Check out the first promo here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VflMaZQdgME